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[Most Recent Entries]
Below are the 10 most recent journal entries recorded in
Harry Potter's LiveJournal:
|Monday, December 6th, 2004|
False alarm, it would seem. Things with Draco are looking up, which is definitely a good thing. Even if my best friends can hardly stand to look at me. Why is it so difficult to understand that I have a Slytherin for a boyfriend? I know it was shocking and everything at first, but is it really so bad now? We've been together for a while and he's done nothing to hurt me. He cares about me. That's what should count, isn't it?
He doesn't care about who I am, or what I've done. He wants me, and only me. Why shouldn't I be allowed to have that? Don't I have the right to something normal with another person? To go to bed feeling safe and happy and to wake up in someone's arms? I've never been able to have that with anyone else. Why can't they just accept the choice I've made and let me have what I've wanted for a long time?
I'll stop now. No one needs to hear my rantings.
|Sunday, November 28th, 2004|
I just knew I would screw this up... I just knew it.
My friends want nothing to do with me. My boyfriend can barely stand to look at me... my Professors think I'm out of my mind...
This was bound to happen.
|Sunday, November 21st, 2004|
|Sunday, November 14th, 2004|
Well, I suppose everyone seems to have figured it out, based on the fact that so many people have seen us together. So I'll put an end to the rumors... Yes, I am dating Draco Malfoy, and no, I don't want to hear any of this rubbish about how I'm making some horrid mistake. If you think I got into this without thinking about things, and without reassurances... well... you really do not know me very well. Simply be glad that I'm with someone who happens to make me happy, and leave it at that.( Private, but Draco can get throughCollapse )( Private upon hexes which create some rather nasty boilsCollapse )
|Sunday, October 24th, 2004|
Just... wow. That somehow seems to have made everything... better.
I guess this is where I mention that I now have a boyfriend. Yes, a boyfriend, as in, a bloke, and not a girlfriend. And he's incredible. Absolutely incredible...
|Saturday, October 23rd, 2004|
Damnit, not this again... I don't need this again... I'm not sure I can handle this again. ( PrivateCollapse )
|Tuesday, October 19th, 2004|
This is all just so... incredibly strange. I go out wanting to just think about things, and I come back with something else entirely having happened. Bloody hell, I'm so unbelievably confused. I didn't see this coming, not at all...
'Mione? Ron? I... really need to talk to the both of you.( PrivateCollapse )
Bill, could I talk to you about something?
|Monday, October 11th, 2004|
Well, I suppose since my thoughts are a tad bit more in order I should write something down again. Then again, as much as I would like to, I shouldn't actually write what is on my mind. Shall we just say that matters are utterly buggered and leave it at that?
That in mind, I shall now go down to the pitch and practice. By myself.
|Saturday, October 9th, 2004|
I'm losing my mind. Totally and utterly losing my mind. That's the only way that this could've happened, that I could've done what I did.
Thanks, Mione, for healing the worst of the bruises and the lip. I really appreciated it. But you really don't need to fuss over me because of it. I'm fine, really. I just... need to go think.
|Friday, October 8th, 2004|
So, it's all started again.
Okay, so it's not starting again. We've been in classes for over a month now, but still. We're finally getting into the swing of it again, so it's only just now that it feels like school again. 'Mione is back to burying herself in books day and night... and Ron and I are practicing. They let us both back on the team this year. I swear, Ron was practically bouncing off the walls when he found out. I'm just glad to be allowed to do it again. Gods I missed being in the air.
Ontop of that, Professor Lupin is back. They finally let him come back and I couldn't be happier for him. He was the best DADA teacher we've ever had, and there's so much we can all learn from him. I don't care what anyone says... we still need to know it. It doesn't matter what I did, or could do, we all have to be able to defend ourselves. Voldemort may be dead, but a lot of his followers still walk freely. Saying that I killed one man isn't going to protect you when you have a wand pointed at you.